Ain't it ironic that after years of ranting people are finally starting to see that what I've been saying is right all along? I found that to be quite the bittersweet moment. It isn't like it matters though. The people that hear my rants don't believe them, and the opinions of those that agree with me (with the exception of one or two, obviously) don't count.
I know I've lost readers and people think I've degenerated into writing blogs that turn out to be nothing more than mindless rants... but some of these issues I've ranted about now... well, you'll see that I'm right in a few years. I just wish people would shut up for once, place their faith in me, and realize that I can actually see things. It comes with open minded thinking. Hmmph.
So some people are starting to come around and see that what I've been saying all along is actually right. I wonder how long it takes them to realize that what I'm saying now is right as well. Its funny how blind people can be when their head is up someone's ass, or when a person lets someone's head go up their ass.
Uggh, I'm so arrogant I disgust myself. I sit here thinking, oh I know what is best for me, I can solve anything, I see the best course of action for others to take.... Ugh.
How can I overcome my greatest foe.... when my greatest foe is me? How can I expect others to believe me when I hate myself?
So I go back to my "mindless rants," hoping someone will read, let my head swell, and know that one day, people will know I was right all along.
*sigh*
Kris:
ReplyDeleteyeah i no i wasnt with u or against u for a while on what you were saying and i must say im one the did come to realize that you were right. I beleive and trust you more now. and your one of my best friends so you no how that goes. well peace for now